Some thoughts ^.^

Should i or should i not?? An un-paid intern?? Yes the company provides me alot of experience but unpaid???? Expensive to travel to london everyday and gain experience but without $$.. Might not take up the intern in the end because it is just wasting my $$.. but experience.. HOW am i to handle this.. Hoping to get a part time job during the weekends then at least i can make it up to travel to london maybe a few days.. ^^ Well all still unknown.. Will need to wait for the confirmation from the company.. Fingers crossed something will get back to me soon.. Hoping to earn some $$ then go enjoy later when my parents come.. Cant wait till tat day.. ^.^ A few more months to go.. ^.^ Jenna be optimistic then everything will go fine.. ^.^
Good luck for ur finals my dear inti mates.. ^.^ missing you guys ady.. Do take care and update ur blogs if better in english.. ^.^ so tat i can read it.. ^.^ Muackz.. :x

Congratulations once again!!

Congratulations 13th intima stact club.. Once again, continuing our glory for the best club in INTI internationsl university college.. ^.^ Proud of you guys.. ^.^ Job well done.. ^.^ Aiks feeling old ady.. A year past ady now 14th Intima Stact going to start their journey dah.. Good luck small Chi heng and congratulations on becoming our next stact president.. HEHE.. I might still know you but maybe ur committee board are all new ppl and i might not know.. Turnover rate in stact super high man... HAHA.. Just a year past, i have no idea who most of the ppl ar!! HAHA.. When i saw those pictures in facebook i seriously only know i think almost 20 of u all ba the rest also new ppl.. Haiz.. Tua dah tua dah.. Oh well good luck yea.. Hope to see you all soon when i get back.. I seriously miss you all so much.. ^.^ Missing those days when i had so much fun in INTI and get to meet new ppl every semester.. ^.^ Congratulations also to Rural camp.. Finally after so many years of nominees and without an award, this year break the record.. Job well done for best outdoor camp event.. New award and great to have taken it.. ^.^ Good job.. ^.^ Proud of all the RC members.. And proud to be one.. ^.^ Take care then.. ^.^ Hope to be back in Malaysia soon.. ^.^

lost of great ones

Just in a month, two great ones left this world with lots of memories.. Michael Jackson or MJ and Yasmin Ahmad.. MJ well known for his moon walk and given the name "king of pop" has shown the world his moves in pop music, dancing as well as singing.. His famous song Thriller was one of the hit song back then.. He is known until today where people all around the world respect him, some for his goods deeds and some for his wrong actions.. At the age of 51, the king of pop left us on the 25th of June 2009 with a stroke as i belief or so it is.. His name is known everywhere around the world and i belief alot of people will remember him as his legend will leave on..

Yasmin Ahmad yet another great one lost.. Our malaysian "sepet" movie director and famous for her petronas advertisement that spreads the theme of family love and our mixture of different races celebrations in Malaysia.. She makes me proud to be a malaysian.. She not only won awards within malaysia but internationally.. She left the world on the 25th of July 2009 at the age of 51, suffered of a stroke.. She might have left us but her message leaves on trying to spread family love between everyone and love between different culture which i think we should apply to life..

I came to realise that both death were at the age of 51 and in exactly a months time.. Curious yet a sad discovery.. May they rest in peace..

Just as i thought!!

Just as i thought, a change of luck having calls from unknown numbers and having interviews then came to realise it is all just some scammers again.. WHY WHY WHY!!!!! I wanna go back to malaysia.. Dont feel safe here at all.. I miss my family and frens back in malaysia.. T.T I cant give up.. But then having all this scammers companies around is really that frustrating.. WHY!!!! WHY!!!!!!! Hope so everything will be alrite soon.. Another interview next week in london, hoping it is not a scam company again.. Fingers crossed.. ^^

Touched!!

Touched with my mom's email she sent me asking me to be strong and stay strong.. T.T.. Recently i am being bothered with the word JOBLESS!! Searching hard for a job but yet no luck with anything.. I told my mom the possibility of the fung sui of the new house might be bad and that is why i am quite unlucky in job searching. BUT she told me alot of things that made me stand up again and not give up in searching for a job.. AND with her moral support i wont give up!!! Mummy i will stand strong and not give up.. ^.^ With obsticles in life, i can only learn... ^^ I can be a stronger person learning from the ups and downs in life.. Oh well as long as i dun give up with myself i know something will come up soon.. ^^ *finger crossed*
Harry potter and the half blood prince movie came out and i am quite disappointed with the story line.. The book itself was not fasinating yet the movie was even worst.. The part where dumbledore got killed did not happen as how it was written in the book.. The death eaters did not get away so easily, the order of phoniex ppl where there to stop them, Lupin, Tonks, Mad-eye, Billy, ARthur and some of the order members did not even appear to help =.= it was so not according to the book.. And the part where snape told harry he was the half blood prince was bad as well, in the book he did explain how he got the name HALF BLOOD PRINCE and yet the movie itself did not explained it tat well.. =.= Oh well, the movie still got me crying the part where dumbledore died, i have no idea why.. T.T Sad though that dumbledore died.. Right now i am half way into the deadly hollow!! Hoping to finish it soon.. ^^ Hope that the movie will be exciting as it is in the book.. ^^

Boring!!

Life recently is kinda boring.. Nothing to do at all... Job searching but no reply.. =.= Hope so something gets back to me soon.. Applying for graduates schemes coz i am not a person that has alot of experience in work.. HAHA.. Just hope somehting gets back to me soon then i can make a decision whether to stay here long or not.. TO STAY OR NOT TO STAY!! what say you??? Part of me wants to go back to malaysia and part of me does not... CONFUSION!! Oh well as all my frens told me, follow my heart which now tells me to just go through life happily rite now.. Not too worry too much about life..
Just saw my frens graduation ceremony pictures and how i wish i was back there with them graduating.. Being with frens when u graduate is the best moment.. Well graduating overseas has it advantage as well.. ^.^ different advantages both graduating overseas and back home.. Well congratulations to my frens that has graduated.. ^.^
13th INTIMA STACT Club going for orientation nite ady huh!! Well all the best yea.. ^.^ I know u guys can keep up the legacy!! ^.^ Support u guys all the way!! Missing you all so much now.. ^.^
Just enjoy ur life yea all my dear frens.. Good luck to those who are about to sit for their finals and congratulations to those who had passed all.. ^.^

UK life

As promised.. UK life or more specific, UH life.. ^.^ This was suppose to be uploaded way earlier but because i was busy with house shifting and job search and having problems with the internet with the new house therefore this post is a little late but still better than nothing.. From sch life then INTI and now in the UK, University of Hertfordshire..

Did not even think i will be over here in the UK updating my blog. I wan to thank my parents especially my dad for working so hard to send me overseas.. I guess without my *FAMA* father and mother working so hard i wont be here.. ^.^ Well thank god i am here though.. Had alot of experiences here and meet alot of new frens here.. HAHA.. First person i meet was thang wei and aaron which takes us way back to orientation day!! HAHA.. I tot thang wei was from mongolia but mana tau he was from malaysia as well.. AHHA.. Then after tat i meet CV and wei hao then fie, jon, kat, winnie and zil if i was not mistaken... Then dinner with slyvia, jason, thang wei and aaron and they were the one that celebrated my birthday with me.. ^.^ Thank you.. Then when penny, yee mei and janice reach i meet wilson, jin mun *finance senior*, axe, khai win at jin mun's place which chua took us because it was jin muns birthday.. Well to go on i think it will be a long story, so story cut short, some of these frens became my close frens.. ^.^ and i am glad they did.. ^.^

Well experinced alot though from making alot of frens into going for holidays and organising the trips to DUBLIN during christmas break and SCOTLAND during easter break and Brighton during summer break.. HAHA.. Cool and awesome trips.. And various trips to london.. Alot of first time for me when i was in the UK i think i did mention before in my past posts but i cant remember..

Coming overseas alot really did make me grow a little, not by size but by my experienced and personality wise.. I am a much more confident person, i think and alot of things that i did not dare do back in malaysia i concored over here.. The best thing is that being here in the UK really set me free from events and focused very much on my studies and therefore i got the result that i was targetting and i am happy with it. i hope my parents are too.. ^.^

Well i guess rite now it is about work life which i am still jobless.. Ish i tot graduating in the UK with a 2:1 degree can make my life easier getting a job or the job that i want but then agian it is not happening tat way with the economy today, i guess not getting a job is a common thing now.. But i really hope to get something soon.. If i dun get a job here then i will be back to malaysia this november but if i can get a job then i might not be going back.. it depends though..So my frens in malaysia, i miss you alot alot but then i am not sure when i will be back though.. ^.^ Hope too see you guys though.. Take care.. Muackz...

First time baking!!

First time baking!! As my title has said.. HAHA.. Cheese cake.. Well it is not that successful.. Mixed it too long according to my sifu vivien.. AAHA.. It can be better and i make sure it will the next time..

First time seriously hard work man.. Tiring.. Now only i realise tat baking is such hard work.. Imagine you put so much effort into baking the cake, more than 6 hours and then we eat and finish the whole cake in less than 30 minutes.. Wow... Hard work paid off though!! Ppl eat it man.. HAHA.. Glad that they did though.. HEHE..

Well all thanks to vivien and fie who taught me how to bake.. AHHA.. This newbie which is a noob in baking.. AHHA.. Thanks alot for the help!! Appreciate it alot.. ^.^

Finally

Finally.. I can online in my new house!!! 3 weeks without internet to use in the house.. Been travelling to the LRC almost everyday not to online to chat with frens or so but to apply for jobs.. JOBS that has no reply or wat so ever... OMG!!!! Life is so hard now.. I have no idea wat to do but just sit and wait.. Even part time job is hard to get.. Getting a reply from any company is like dying... Haiz.. Dunno whether to have fun or not.. Wanna go play with frens, wanna go travel but then again alot of things stopping me.. One of the main reason is that i worry i will be spending alot of my parents $$.. Seems so useless.. CAnt do anything but sit and wait.. No responds.. interviewed for a few times ady and still no luck.. When will my luck change.. Pls pls pls.. Hoping for a miracle here..