Born to try - Delta Goodrem

Love this song especially the lyrics.. This song was actually introduced to me by my very good vice of 11th intima stact club Patricia.. Glad she intro me this song.. HAHA.. Drives me through life.. ^.^ Thank you...

Born to try - Delta Goodrem

Doing everything that I believe in

Going by the rules that Ive been taught

More understanding of whats around me

And protected from the walls of love

All that you see is me

And all I truly believe

That I was born to try

Ive learned to love

Be understanding

And believe in life

But youve got to make choices

Be wrong or right

Sometimes youve got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

No point in talking what you should have been

And regretting the things that went on

Lifes full of mistakes, destinies and fate

Remove the clouds look at the bigger picture

And all that you see is me

And all I truly believe

That I was born to try

Ive learned to love

Be understanding

And believe in life

But youve got to make choices

Be wrong or right

Sometimes youve got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

All that you see is me

All I truly believe

All that you see is me

And all I truly believe

That I was born to try

Ive learned to love

Be understanding

And believe in life

But youve got to make choices

Be wrong or right

Sometimes youve got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

But youve got to make choices

Be wrong or right

Sometimes youve got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

Mummy stand strong!!

To my dearest mom,

I know you are going through a tough moment now.. You need to work and then take care of daddy after his surgery and prepare our dear little jeffrey for his SPM, you might be exhausted by now but mummy dear just to let you noe that your little girl here will stand by you and support u all the way!! How i wish i am back there right now helping you to deal with things that you need help with..

Daddy dear, get well soon.. ^.^ Jenna will support u mentally over here.. How i wish i am back there now.. Oh well i will not let u invest in something that has no benefit to you, i make sure i will come back with some results, results that satisfies u and everyone back there.. Although i maybe growing up but still i am your little jenna right down inside.. I may sound and seem abit more mature but still i need love from you guys.. do take care and i love you my dear parents.. Muackz..

To all my dear frens, do call and talk to your parents more often.. Although we might be overseas and your parents may not be the type that talks too much but take the initiaf and time to call back home.. A call back home telling them u miss them really makes them happy.. Let them noe u love them and cherish them as your parents.. Do enjoy your life and take care everyone.. ^.^

Thank god!

Thank god my dad's operation on his knee was a success.. Although it was a minor surgery but it still did worried me as for the reason that i am not back at home with him... I guess i am not suppose to be worrying.. A couple of months left and i am off to the real world.. Assignmnents due dates are in two weeks time, presentation after easter break and holiday during easter break.. My last chance for me to study and do assignments.. I guess this will be my last draw in preparing for finals and actually sitting for it.. No more studies for awhile after my degree.. Never thought of masters yet, might not even go through it... Depends though in the future but for now it is enough.. HAHA.. I wan to go back to malaysia but yet things are holding me back from doing so.. My parents told me that my grandma is bringing out RM10000 to spend on my cousins to go hong kong disneyland and i am not included because they will be going in june.. How sad.. T.T And recently during the school break in malaysia, my parents went for white water rafting with my cousins and my brother and sister.. Man they had loads of fun but my mom say the whole trip was a little quite because they din hear my voice shouting during the trip.. HAHA. Everyone back home is missing my voice!! Am i that loud?? AHHA.. I guess so.. Trying to control the volume nowadays.. AHAH.. Hope it is working.. ^.^

H.O.C UK

16.03.09

Been spending the past two days with my dear penny and jae.. The both of them accompanied me for my first job interview somewhere off st.albans.. HAHA.. Well it was an alrite trip.. I went for my interview and i think it went well but then because i am still studying and i cant match their time of work so i did not get the job.. I guess after my finals then..

After the interview we head back to st.albans and we had lunch at wagamama, a japanese restaurant.. The food was alrite.. Not going to say it taste really good, Malaysia's japanese food is way better.. ^.^ After that we went back for classes...

17.03.09

After class today the three of us went to galleria just thinking of accompaniying penny to get some clothes but then FCUK was on sale.. 80%.. It was freaking cheap the things there and we all bought something from FCUK!!! Its to hard to resist!!! FCUK 3 tops for 10 pounds?!?!?!?!?! Dress for 7 pounds?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??! It was just too tempting.. HAHA.. And so we took alot and we tried alot of clothes.. HAHA.. Camhoring in the stall.. HAHA.. Really nice.. ^.^ Then after all the excitment, we went to mcd and ate ice cream.. HAHA.. Nice day out.. ^.^

St Albans

Went to St Albans with Fie darl.. ^.^ Thought of just temaning her there but instead it seems like she was the one temaning me.. HAHA.. I bought around 50 pounds clothing.. But it has been quite some time since i bought clothes.. HAHA.. It was a nice day out.. We were shopping and cam-horing with the clothes.. Then we went for a drink in company and then we went to the field in st. patrick cathedral and took some pictures there.. It was a nice day out and it was the perfect time to go for a picnic.. Sitting/Lying on the green grass in st.albans was the best feeling ever.. Finally is it nearly spring... ^.^

Marley and Me

Just finish wathing Marley and Me.. Besides that fact that i love owen wilson and jennifer aniston, the whole movie was just a complete classic. The story line was awesome, very homely and touching at the very end of the story. A story about a husband and wife where at first the wife was a person who has her life all planned out written out in a diary but in the end decided to go with the flow and no longer organizing her life according to the book and while the husband was always supporting her all the way and decided to get a puppy at the beginning of their marriage as her birthday present. This movie talks about a man's best friend which in this case is the dog, he is not just a dog but a very special dog which not any simple person can stand the way the dog reacts to stuff. The dog, Marley, basically chews on anything that gets in his way and is sort of a bit aggresive towards everything. The best part was when the couple had their first born, Marley seems to grew a little more mature but still keep on chewing on stuffs. Then came their secound and third child and eventually made a decision to stop. Well the ending of this movie was really touching, marley left them in the end after being with the family for quite some time. Marley was part of the family and always will.. A touching and sweet movie.. ^.^

Moody

What is wrong with me these few days.. Cant control my emotions.. I get angry easily.. I start scolding my friends although it is not their fault.. Why.. What is happening.. I guess there are things bothering me. Things that i have no answers to it and even worst, i have no idea wat sort of things.. Just stuff come flashing through my mind and go with the wind.. I guess i am quite worried of the fact that i will have to go out and work.. The pressure of getting a job and not wanting to let my parents down.. There have been lots of event that happen back in malaysia and which i am not there.. Recently my grandad was ommitted to the hospital because of denggi.. Such old age and he still has to go through such an unfortunate event.. But he is discharged now. Thank god! Few days back i called home and i heard my grandad's voice, he was really sick then.. But i guess he is alrite now according to my mom.. I guess to be safe i will call home tomorrow just to check on them.. Miss them so much.. Trying not to think too much though..

Hailing / Rainbow

Its hailing.. Wait no sun rise.. Wait i have no idea.. AHHA..

It was hailing for the past 5 minutes then all of the sudden sun light which then a beautiful rainbow appeared... Whats with the weather.. Cant it make up its mind.. HAHA.. Well its just like a person's life we have to make up our mind sometimes when we face problems..

I was recently quite stuck with my feelings and the actions that i have taken but after today i guess there wont be anymore confused feelings.. I have finally realise what i want out of life and i guess i have made the right decision.. My studies will have to come first.. That is my decision for now, other stuff will have to wait till i finish my studies for now.. I am determined this time.. No longer confuse and lost which how i was back then.. ^.^ Sorry if i have hurt anyone, i din mean to do so.. Everyone makes mistakes and i hope my mistakes did not hurt anyone too badly. I am sorry and so now i will fix what i have done broken..

Tired but fun!!

As my title has said it all.. Tired but fun.. Well almost every friday is like sports day starting from 10.30 am we will play basketball in college lane until 3pm usually but this week we ended basketball at 1pm and then we went to dehav to continue with badminton at 3pm till 5pm.. Then after tat we went back for a bath and then we went to search for the house that we plan to stay in when we finish our studies in june.. It was a 5 minutes walk from asda's but we got lost and instead we walked for 30 minutes around the block and finally we reach the house... IT was the best house that we have seen for the past week. 6 large rooms and it was really comfy.. Love it alot but because they only offer 10 months contract, this might be a problem but i hope we can sort it out.. After surveying the house it was almost 8 and so we went to rainbow for dinner. After that we went to asda's and got back to my place and we made sandwiched and sushi for the next day..
We had prepared sandwhiches and sushi for our breakfast and lunch for the war game that we had signed up for... Yipee!! The red team won which was our team but we din do much though.. It was mainly out teamates that did all the job.. HAHA.. Was not good at it at all.. Got shot twice but luckily no bruises.. AHA.. I guess its because their props are really secure i guess if we were back in malaysia i will get bruises for sure.. Yup.. Definitely.. AHHA... Well it was an enjoyable experience having a war game in the middle of a stranded place and sort of like in a jungle.. HAHA.. Nice theme.. ^.^

Lazy pig!!

Lazy pig!! Who is this i am talking about.. Damn i think it suits me perfectly recently.. Been slacking on my studies.. What is happening to me.. Cant get into my head.. I need to study... I have been sleeping and fooling around alot recently.. Stop it.. I cant do so.. I need to start studyin or else i cant maintain at 2:1.. But then again paintball this saturday.. Darn it.. So many things attracting me to do so many things but study!! I have a 50% assignmnet due at the end of this month and yet i haven start touching it yet.. What am i doing.. JENNA COME BACK TO REALITY.. ^.^
In a few months time i am off to the real world.. Leaving the study life and into the working life.. It seems scary to alot of people but i feel excited.. I might sound excited but yet again i am not sure what will happen to me in the future.. If i can get a job and which i am hoping i do then i will stay here in the UK or else i will be back in Malaysia nearliest by November and then i can hang out with my friends for a short while and off to get a job.. HAHA.. Growing up pretty fast yea.. Lifes like tat.. ^.^

Brand New Blog

I basically just finish my summary and i have nothing to do so i updated my blog by adding a few stuff. Hope you all like it. Well did nothing much today, studied at costa then went for class and off to the lrc finished my summary then update my blog and now i think i will start studying.. ^.^

Boring!!

I am wasting my time here in my room.. Another weekend just ended like that and yet again i haven start studyin.. When am i to start studyin?? I got to get my lazy ass out and start working.. 5 subjects to go.. 3 subjects down.. Need to maintain my result in order to achieve my target and the only way to do so is to study hard and smart.. No longer fooling around.. HAHA.. I've got the power.. Oh yea.. ^.^